I’m in love.
It’s scaring the hell out of me, because I never believed in love.
Plus having a boyfriend is not easily accepted in my country, and my society.
My mom found out.
Twice.
She went crazy both times.
I told her I’d leave him.
I’m not planning to.
I lost my mother’s trust, and I think a bit of her love.
I sneak him in my house every few days. Not a single soul knows about this, except for me and him. If word got out, I’d probably be arrested, plus my family’s name and honor would ‘go down the toilet’.
I’m risking a lot, I know this.
But so is he.
His father is extremely religious, and would never go for it.
I want to get married, and I truly hope that he does too.
What Am I To Do?
I Love Him <3