Never actually new i was bi. I was seperated from my first wife alone and drunk in a motel watching p***. The motel had a pool but had a brick wall all the way around it. It was after midnight almost 1am. It was super muggy and humid out. This was before cameras were everywhere (thankfull) because i decided to take my towel and at least try for a late night n*** swim. The lights were off and the gate was locked but not locked. I looked around again and thought no one was around. I went in dropped my towel and got in the pool. After a few minutes i noticed a guy watching me in a dark corner. Scared me at first but yes then turned me on. I gave him full view of everything pretending i did not see him. Then i seen him walk up to the gate. Nice looking guy construction type white slim just wearing shorts. I got out and i was fully erect. I asked if he was going to say anything he said no and i asked you want a b*******? I told him my room number and grabbed my towel and walked back to the room n***. My room faced an open empty field and the back parking lot was full of cars. He was behind me as i opened my door and all that was on was the tv. I grabbed a condom and i honestly did not know what i was doing except try to do what i liked. The door still open he pulled down his shorts. Not super huge but shaved. I put the condom on and in the doorway door still open i got on my knees and put him in my mouth. I was so hard and the humidity did not bother me. I think i was doing ok because he was moaning. Then he pulled back stopped me then got me up. Both of us were sweating but there was a table by the door. I figured out what was about to happen and always wondered what it would feel like a*** s**. He bent me over the table (room door was still open) i spread my legs and i felt him going in. It hurt and was very uncomfortable but i thought i am about to be fucked. I did not say anything to him but he went in very slow. I was very hard and i almost told him to stop. He put both of his hands on my sweaty a** and i noticed a wedding ring on his left hand.and if anyone would have walked by they would have seen both of our asses. I think the heat was helping because it was not comfortable but not painfull. He started to go faster and the table was starting to bang against the wall but i heard him going in and out and felt it. I was a little worried it would wake someone up but then he went all the way in and i think the condom slid off because then i felt him c** in me. It felt warm like if someone popped a small balloon i guess. He pulled out i got up and grabbed a towel and he seemed to enjoy watching me wipe it out. I turned on the light and offered him a drink and there was some small talk then he watched me get myself off. And he said thanks and left. I layed there on the bed i guess in a cloud not caring about my problems just thinking about my first experience with another man. It was more e***** than anything and i am glad i did it and let him do it. Was not planned this was before the internet and i enjoyed every second of it. I did not see him again but i still m********* thinking about it.
