It was my first to be retrenched by a company that I worked with due to internal politics that Im not even related to .I feel lost,worried about how my financial would affect me at this worst economic situation ,where finding job is hard,I feel sad that Im no longer able to provide financialy to my family as Im the one who always there to buy whatever my family want such as groceries or buy good food for them.Im not married bt my family is everything to me.Im worried and feeling depressed .Am honestly tired of pretending Im okay so the others will not worry about me.I wish Im able to get better job with high paid salary .please pray for me even if we dont know each other. I pray that everyone that is in pain or any situation .that God will ease us and oneday we get better. As of now,I dont know what to do.No energy to do anything .all i wanted to do is cry.the burden and anxiety of thinking how to pay my bills for next month is such a painful and heavy feeling . 😭😭 I dont know why everything crumbles and happening to me allbat once.Everytime I wonder what if im no longer here on earth .it might stop all these pain
