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How on Earth am I supposed to continue pretending that I’m not falling in love with you? It was today that I had my first ever piano duet, no sheet music, but just sitting by you, playing. I was almost lost in my head, my leg had an anxiety attack, it was whatever.

I’ve always wondered if that could happen to me, as a mediocre pianist, and you someone I essentially idolized. I go through these periods of insanity, you know? One minute I think you’re god, the next I remember your human.

Playing with you today has completely thrown this complex out of the window, and I’m at a loss. As of now it’s been more than 12 hours, and after we had to leave for lunch I couldn’t bear to look at you. It was nothing you did, but my excitement over the incident hasn’t worn off.

Never in my life would I have imagined to have such a pleasant experience, not needing to have to use words to communicate.

Back to the love part.

I don’t know if I’m falling in love or if I just desperately want to be friends. It’s a conflict, you know? Barely having ever had a full conversation with you and all. We share no mutual close friends, and the rest are in passing. There are 14 days left of this school year, and I don’t think I can bear the thought of having waited so long. There’s no reason you would like me, and by confessing this I’m essentially obsessed with you. I told myself over and over again, not to do it. And I never will. I won’t pursue anything with you, because we don’t know eachother like that. You like someone else.

And, well, you’re not gay.

Hehe, I liked the last bit for dramatic effect, but it’s true. You don’t really like guys, and that’s okay. Even if today would never happen again, I could never ask for more than to just be friends.

New Confession

I found out about my mother and father playing around with my sister and her husband. From.what I found out my mother and sister started having s** together. My sister got my mother drunk one afternoon when my mother came up to visit. She had my mother go lay down in there bed and my sister started touching my mother and then taking off her clothes and started eating her out. My mother really started to like it so she was going up to there house when my dad was at work. My dad drove truck and was gone for 3 days out of the week. Her and her husband would get her drunk and both would play with.her and her husband would f*** her after my sister would get her going. One day my siter.and her husband went down to there house and had dinner and my sister got my father to f*** her. Thats what started them trading spouses. They started doing it 2 or 3times a week. I lived out of the state and came in for my sister husband passing away. I was talking to my sister and.she told me what they have been doing. But I wanted something different. So me and my mother was in her bedroom having s** and my dad walked in. He was really surprised to see me in bed with my mother. I told my dad to get undressed and join us. I started touching my dad’s c*** and he thought it was my mother till my mother moved away from.us. my dad looked at me funny. I had my father hard as a rock and I told him to f*** me. I position myself so he would have no problem going inside me. We were alone in the bed and I took his c*** and put it inside me. He slowly started f****** me and was loving how tight I was. My mother came im and was watching him. She asked if he was liking it
He said yes. I told my dad that I wanted him to c** inside me. So he was pumping me really hard and started c****** inside me. This was the first time my father was with another male. He really enjoyed it and he started f****** me alot. I had always wanted him to but couldn’t get him to till that night which was a month ago. He had a couple of his friends over one night and they saw him f****** me at one point of the night. They couldn’t believe he was having g******. Over the next few months I got his friends to f*** me too.

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