When you choose to defy the darkness after years of stagnation, it will get worse before it gets better. Do not give up. Doing battle with those demons and staying the course will take you to a place you have not been in a long time. The weight of your past will be lifted off of your shoulders if you continue to fight. Forgive yourself. Give yourself permission to flourish. Stop letting your past shackle you. You did bad things. Ok. You are human. Stop beating yourself up. Give that pain a purpose. Dedicate yourself solely to moving forward at any cost. I am letting go for now, so that you can find yourself. I will be here if you ever need me. I will gladly help you shoulder your burdens and follow the light. Im really not hard to get ahold of. But until then…. I have to focus on me. I suggest you do the same, girl who stole the stars. I have seen your potential. It is glorious. You just need to keep fighting. cjpb
