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My Brother-In-Law raped me and I don’t know what to do. It would upset the family greatly if I said anything.

My sister took the car for an appointment, so I picked him up from work and took him home. I went inside as I often do since it is my sister’s home. I was in the kitchen to make some tea when he came in behind me. His strong hands wrapped around my waist as he told me I was going to get what I needed. He pushed my head down to bend me over the sink and he pulled my p****** off. His fingers ran over my lips and up to my c******* as I struggled and told him no.

He dragged me from kitchen to the sofa. My skirt got flipped up exposing my bare bottom and leaving me open to his penetration. I felt his erection rubbing over my c*******. His c*** was slipping over my wet lips which facilitated him easily pushing it inside me. He tied my wrists behind my back and pulled down the top of my dress. He pinched my n****** as he thrust in me. I kept saying no and he thrust so deep. I could feel the heat from his shaft inside me.

He tortured my n****** demanding that I tell him I wanted it. I said no, no. His finger penetrated my rectal opening and said he was going to put it up there too. I could feel his balls banging against me as he went all the way inside me. He pinched my n****** more until the pain was so much that I finally said yes I want it.

Then he rammed me and released his huge load of hot sperm. He held me in place while he rubbed my c******* and I felt the hot fluid coming out of me and being rubbed all over my lips and c*******. He said he was going to make me pregnant.

Finally he released me and made me lick his c*** clean. He made me sit on the sofa spread open while he wiped me up with paper towels he retrieved from the kitchen.

He told me that he knows I’m not dating anyone so I needed a good f******. He said he’s going to give it to me regularly. He asked if I wanted it every week. I was afraid so I said yes. He said I should thank him for giving me a good f******. I was was afraid so I said Thank You.

Finally he left me get dressed and leave. I haven’t said anything to anyone because it will cause big problems in the family. He just called and said he wants to come over to show me some pics. I said I’d call him back. I don’t know what he means. Are these p*** pics? I am worried that maybe he had a camera set up and has pics of me licking his c***.

That would make it look like I instigated this. If I have him over I know he will r*** me again and I haven’t gotten any birth control yet. I have to find out what pics he has. I don’t want anyone seeing pics of me siting there spread wide open or of me sucking and licking his c***. I have to find out what he wants from me and what he expects. I have to find out what his plans are. I have to decide what to do.

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This is kinda disgusting so please dont read this if you cant handle these things I guess, it’s hard to put this in words but I’ve been deeply desensitized for a long time and it’s only gotten worse, I always crave more tho, gore wasnt enough, disturbing people wasnt enough, I wanted more. When I was 12 years old I went to discord, I searched up “map discord servers” map meaning minor attracted person, and I found a server called the hideout, there were a few other victims, nikki, kairo, and rory, and the main p******** ig he was very known in the server, his real name is Andrew bell. He was grooming all of us, everyone would carve his name in their thighs, send nudes, and the server is still up to this day, full of child p***. But those kids were near my age, boring, so I went to another server and offered my nudes to get links to child p*** and surprisingly it was very easy to gain access to it, I got telegram and joined a group chat, watched child p*** and often masturbated to it, but then I got banned. I went insane, nothing was enough, until I found this guy who went by the name seti. He introduced me to zangi, a texting app. He added me to a group chat called the garden of eden, I was declared the leader of it, “the sluttiest girl” but I soon got bored of the attention, the snuff films or toddlers, the screams, the puffy parts. It wasnt enough anymore. I was then desensitized to child p***, I deleted the app, not because I was scared or regretted it but because I needed storage on my phone, there was so much I didnt have space to use anything. So I deleted it, I still miss it and wonder if I should find them and go back down that rabbit hole again, I know I s*** but I am now 14 about to go to high school and I have no idea what I am anymore, I need something more.

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