My Mother punished me by making me hold a hot soapy enema.

The nozzle is inserted into my rectal opening with the first balloon. The smaller balloon remains just outside my opening. Mother inflates both balloons creating a seal that prevents any leakage. The balloon inside me makes me feel full and urgent that I use the toilet.

Then she opens the bag valve and the hot soapy water gushes in me. She hangs the bag extra high so it has more pressure and she makes me watch the bag every second as it drains into me. I watch the bag flatten out as it empties. It’s agony waiting so long for it to finally stop. Then Mother squeezes the bag to make sure it is all out. By then my c*** is protruding and erect. Mothers says I know that I deserve punishment and that’s why I get an erection when I am punished.

The hot soap churns inside of me and I get so sick feeling. I sweat and beg and plead as Mother asks me if it was worth it. I tell her I won’t ever disobey again. I plead for mercy but she never gives me any. Mother makes me sit and write in my journal that I was disobedient and how happy I am that I am being punished for my sins. I write about how my stomach churns from the hot soapy water as I sit there holding the enema.

My sister watches what I write and tells me to write things like why I think I can get away with disobeying, how thankful I am to be punished, how much I love her and Mother, how I need more punishment, etc.

Finally they agree to allow me some relief and I get to sit on the toilet and beg for the balloon to be deflated. They deflate only one balloon which allows the enema so slowly leak out. I want it to all gush out at once but I am thankful for each drop that leaks.

My stomach aches and my swollen c*** aches and I am so tired out. Then they deflate the second balloon and I feel the water surge out of me. When it’s all over I wash up and my sister wipes my opening, balls and c*** with alcohol which burns but makes everything clean. Then it’s back to my journal and apologizing to my Mother and sister, and trying to be obedient and compliant.