I’m gay but not out and in HS. The other day my cousin, a boy who’s three years younger, came into my room and outright asked me to suck his d…, saying he knows that I’m gay. He’s really cute so I did it and when he c…, he said it was the first time he did that. Now all he wants to do is be around me. I did it a second time for him and this time I took his hand and put it on my hard p… and he did it until I finished c… I like fooling around with him but he likes to be really close to me now, even when our parents are nearby, they’ve seen him with his hand on my leg today but said nothing. My mom said to me that I have a real admirer, that I should be nice to him which I am. My cousin isn’t mature as most boy’s his age and has always been coddled over by his parents. I want to stop doing it with him because I feel he’ll somehow slip up and we’ll get caught. If I do stop he’ll likely be upset with me and I know he’ll just keep coming to me when he’s aroused which is all the time, taking off his clothes. He says he wants to do other stuff with me and I can’t help but give in thinking about it, after all, he’s so willing and a really pretty boy. Well, just my thoughts but it’s a first for both of us, being cousin’s and his first time he c…
