I abuse my birdie in defiance of Mother’s rules against m***********. Mother said it isn’t a toy and not there for my amusement. When I get caught Mother punishes me. I get a bare bottom spanking about three times a week. I should be punished three times a day but I hardly ever get caught. Mother said it is better to pay for my sins now than burn in Hell. I have a lot of sin to still pay for. I feel bad that I haven’t been punished for all the times I didn’t get caught and that I lie to Mother about it. I guess I should stop lying and admit that I disobey and abuse my bird and I have often lied about it. Then I’ll get the punishment I deserve and my sin will be gone.