I am a 31 yr old gay man.I knew from an early age I was gay. Raised by my Mother. The sorta first experience was my Uncle at a family reunion in a park. I

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I am a 31 yr old gay man.I knew from an early age I was gay. Raised by my Mother. The sorta first experience was my Uncle at a family reunion in a park. I went in the bathroom to pee and my uncle was standing at the urinal peeing and I couldnt help stare aat how big his c*** was.I couldnt stop looking and he reached over and got my hand and put it on his c***. I just started squizzing it and it started getting hard and bigger. I couldnt stop he turned toward me and put his hand on the back of my head and just started putting pressure and my face was going closer to his c***.he said kiss it and I just put my mouth on it and kissed it suddenly we heard someone coming and he zipped up and left fast.I was mmaybe 10 at the time. Nothing happened for probably 2 or 3 months and he stopped to see my Mom and she was shopping. I was sitting on the sofa and he came over and set right down beside me and put his hand on the back of my neck and gently massagedd my neck. He put my hand on his c*** and I started rubbing and he said take it out I unzipped him and he was hard he pushed my head down and I just opened my mouth and took it in my mouth and I somehow knew how to go up and down on it he was moaning and rubbing my bacck. All of a sudden he grabbed my head and jerked it off his c*** and saidd stop for a minute. He kissed meon the mouth for the first time and wee kissed for a few minutes than he pushed me back down and said Im reaady now. In about 5 min he exploded in my mouth my first taste of c** and madee me swallow all I could but some ran down his shaft and hetold me to lick him clean and I did. He made me promise not to tell and of course I didntt
he started having me s*** him every time he could get me to myself. One weekend he told my Mom he was going to take me camping for a long wweekend. That was the first time he fucked me and he fucked me several times that weekend. He was geentel and by the end of thee weekend I wwas loving a*** s**. He was my only one til I satrrted high scchool

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Julie Martz mcconnellsburg pa is currently incarcerated.
Online community listings state the following details regarding his status:
• Location: He is listed as an inmate at the Fulton County Department of Corrections located in McConnellsburg, Pennsylvania.
• Inmate Record: A reference his inmate ID as HY3457.

Julie martz is a total compulsive liar and a lot lizard that will screw any guy that comes her way. She had NO respect for anyone at all, not even her own family.

she is a very sick women with STD’s don’t trust her at all. She will stand there and lie to your face. she lives her life a lie. what a sad life to live.

She needs to grow up and STOP LYING

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Some of this i learned and processed years after when my mother told me. Even when i was an infant if i was crying or fussy she would fondle my g e n i t a l s to soothe me and take me to breast. Apparently even when she was trying to toilet train as a first reward system she would do it as a reward. When i was no longer bedwetting she had me sleep in her bed. She continued to brrastfeed me for many years, long past puberty. She did so to make me obedient whether it was good grades or chores or general behavior. When school first started it was neurotic so she escalated it. At some point that i remember from around 7 or 8 she would use her mouth as a special treat. She also said she did it because boys are dirty and bad. She said she did it to keep me from shaming or degrading myself. When hair began to grow on my body she kept me shaved because she said ikept me her cute little boy. She did not tell me this until i dreamt it but apparently overnight she would commonly at same general age have me lay on top of her and rub my p e n i s against her between her legs. These things happened commonly until the first time i e j a c ulated when she had her mouth on me. From that event on she would have me enter her and climax every morning and every night at bedtime. To her it was keeping me good and focused and making good grades all the way through college (local, lived with her). It continued until her age made it too difficult to do safely and she eventually had of her in home caretakers serve as her surrogate for higher pay. I still see that caretaker since my mother died and i continue to oay her to visit her several times a week. I have never dated or been with any other women. Mother got me addicted to infantile headspace s** for control and i have no ability to be attracted to or date or have relationship,s** because i am helplessly trapped in that whole messed up mommy mentality.