My mom has suspected me of ADD/ADHD. She knows it’s a high possibility. Most of the times I cant clean as fast, work as fast, or even process things as fast as others. Today, my mom came into my room and called me a horrible child. She yelled at me until I cried. While crying, my dad walked in and told me I don’t deserve to be crying and that my mom should be the one crying. He got really close to hitting me before he left out of frustration. Keep in mind, my parents have NEVER given me a chance to talk or share my side of the story. If they said it, that’s what it is and it can’t be argued. The worst part about this is, they think I’m faking everything I come to them about, then they get frustrated when I don’t want to talk. I’ve went to them about my self harm, drug abuse, over sensitivity and depression. The only thing they did was yell at me. They yelled at me all day. They yelled about the fact that I couldn’t help but say sorry if I felt I messed up. On top of that, they keep bringing up the fact that the “spend so much money on me” and I need to be grateful. It’s not that I’m ungrateful, I actually am extremely grateful for the “AMAZING” childhood they provided me. If I misplace something, I’m a terrible child. My parents need to take a second to actually think about why I act the way I do. I shouldn’t have to experience this at 12. I shouldn’t have a care in the world. I should be able to sit alone in a room without shaking or trembling from fear. I should be able to focus without thinking about what will happen to me if I don’t do things the way they want me to.