my first gay experience was in town, one night i had taken some drugs and been out drinking with mates, i ended up alone and cruising the local gay

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my first gay experience was in town, one night i had taken some drugs and been out drinking with mates, i ended up alone and cruising the local gay village in manchester, after a while i gave up,but then i noticed a guy beckoning me down a dark alley, we talked a bit, then he kissed me, he undone my pants and sucked me f******** me, i sucked him be he just wanted my c** so wanked me into his mouth and swallowed it all,no words

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I don’t really have any place other to turn to than an anonymous confession site. I’m 32f, I’ve started to have fantasies about dogs and being mounted. No real place to safely talk about it, and not sure how to event process why I think about just. Just feel mostly embarrassed and alone.

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So my very first lesbian s***** experience happened with an adult female, a friend of my aunt, when I was almost eleven years old.
She and I had a conversation that very quickly turned s*****, about m***********. I had Qs that she answered and admitted she had been doing since she was my age and well, there was just something e***** about it that aroused me so that when she initiated contact I just completely went along with it because it just felt so unexplainably natural to me.
We had completely naked in bed s** in her apartment and omg I was so willing. She gifted me my first o***** that was not DIY! LOL
It was not easy keeping our very inappropriate relationship secret, both of us knew that discovery would have been an absolute disaster. I fully did participate in planning pretexts to be together as often as we could. It went on intermittently and very discreetly for well over a year. It stopped abruptly when my mom got a bit suspicious and I just totally chickened out.
I came out to my family & friends as lesbian after high school but omitted how s******* active I was as a child for very obvious reasons. My parents AND my aunt, still have no idea it happened and we both got away with it. 🙂