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mye siester came over with her 10 yr old daughter ,my niece,my sister was trying so hard to tell me something and finally she did. she asked me to take off my clothes and be naked with kailyn my niece, after over an hour i decided that i would,my sister had kailyn come into the great room where we both were and told her daughter that i was going to be naked and told her to stay in the room with us, i was so nervous but stood up and removed my shorts and underware and i stood there with my p**** and bottom in very close view of my niece, one thing i should point out is that i am impotent and havent had an erection in 2 years and i was completley suprised how calm and relaxed kailyn was being , after like 5 minuets she came and sat next to me on the couch and asked a few innocent and very sweet questions. fast foward 2 hours and my sister came and whispered to me that she was going to ask her daughter to remove her yoga pants and p******,she immediatly asked kailyn ,who was still sitting next to me on the couch, if she would like to take off her bottoms and and feel how good it feels to be naked with her uncle. kailyn giggled and said she would love to. i was blown away to say the least, kailyn stood up in front of me and pulled off her yoga pants and hesitated for a minuet and then pulled her p****** off ,i never new how or thought about how beutiful she was,her skin and body were so perfect,the first thing she said to me was,uncle jeff, i havent started puberty yet so i dont have any pubic hair on my v***** ,i told her that she was so pretty and i told her how much i loved all of her baby hair or peach fuzz on her legs tummy and bottom, then my sister said she was going to go back home for a couple hours so we could be alone and feel comfortable and not worry about anything , fast foward again and kailyn stayed with me all weekend and ive never felt the most amazing feelings in my life, the entire time my p**** never got hard but i think i ejaculated 4 times that day but all pre c** fluid, not sperm ,kailyn got so comfortable and she began masterbaiting about 10 minutes after her mom left,i couldnt resist asking her if i could hold her and feel her little naked body, she came right over to me and layed across my lap wiyh her bottom right on my tummy.ive never felt anything so soft in my life, she has so much blond baby hair on her bottom and legs, it was incredible the way i felt with her, i held her on my lap for 2 hours just gently carressing her bottom and i knew i could make her feel so good so i slowly touched her more and asked if she would turn over so i could caress her tummy and asked if i could touch her v***** and she sat up and kissed me and

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Some of this i learned and processed years after when my mother told me. Even when i was an infant if i was crying or fussy she would fondle my g e n i t a l s to soothe me and take me to breast. Apparently even when she was trying to toilet train as a first reward system she would do it as a reward. When i was no longer bedwetting she had me sleep in her bed. She continued to brrastfeed me for many years, long past puberty. She did so to make me obedient whether it was good grades or chores or general behavior. When school first started it was neurotic so she escalated it. At some point that i remember from around 7 or 8 she would use her mouth as a special treat. She also said she did it because boys are dirty and bad. She said she did it to keep me from shaming or degrading myself. When hair began to grow on my body she kept me shaved because she said ikept me her cute little boy. She did not tell me this until i dreamt it but apparently overnight she would commonly at same general age have me lay on top of her and rub my p e n i s against her between her legs. These things happened commonly until the first time i e j a c ulated when she had her mouth on me. From that event on she would have me enter her and climax every morning and every night at bedtime. To her it was keeping me good and focused and making good grades all the way through college (local, lived with her). It continued until her age made it too difficult to do safely and she eventually had of her in home caretakers serve as her surrogate for higher pay. I still see that caretaker since my mother died and i continue to oay her to visit her several times a week. I have never dated or been with any other women. Mother got me addicted to infantile headspace s** for control and i have no ability to be attracted to or date or have relationship,s** because i am helplessly trapped in that whole messed up mommy mentality.