Dude if you got tangled up with her, and believe me, it sounds like I know exactly what your going through, you are now fucked.

Think on the bright side though, you shouldnt end up getting it as bad as me. She might have developed a bit of conscience since ruining my life, and I said some pretty disgusting s*** to her. I deserved to be hated by her, I was a disgusting piece of shot when you get right down to it. Fucked in the head. I should have been a gentleman throughout no matter what. I will never be such a vulgar p************ to another woman “I love” ever again, no matter what. I was an emotional verbally abusive a******. I am not a lot of the s*** I am sure she tells people, but I actually was a disgusting sicko. Never again not just because of her and what it did, its just wrong and not a good way to approach a woman you love even if she’s leaving you. I think my objective was to hurt her so badly, she wouldnt want anyone else. She would feel so bad about herself, she wouldn’t. It was bad. I was out of my mind in love and scared to lose her which I knew was coming. She should have left me in the dust. She did the right thing, but because of her age, basically a kid still, she really really fucked me up and enjoyed it. She ruined my life, quite literally with the help of some friends. But now thats why I'm easy come easy go, no fuss, fight, cry, beg. Youre going? Alright bye, maybe we will see you around. They always come back. Leave them and let them go so they miss you in 6 months.

You are lucky if she just never speaks to you again. Ghosts you. Youre really lucky. It would be nice if you became her favorite, then you would be fucked and I would be relieved, I dont know though. I would be afraid to find out how many of us are out there.