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I’ve been married for six years and about three months ago started an affair with an older man (23 years my senior) who I’ve known and had strong feelings for for about 18 months. I will always love my husband but feel like I’ve stopped growing as a person with him. The new man motivates me and teaches me to look at things in a deeper way. He has taught me so much about understanding other people and myself, and honestly I can’t believe he loves me. He is a person I want to aspire to be – proactive, helps others and constantly working to better himself. I don’t get that with my husband and I need to end this marriage rather than living a lie. But I can’t hurt him and it will feel so out of the blue to him. The other man hasn’t pressured me to leave my marriage but makes comments more and more and has told me he’s fallen in love with me. We spend every second we can together not just having s** but doing things together, visiting new places, talking and even domestic things like cooking together which we both enjoy because it gives us a glimpse of what our relationship could be like. I’m in so much turmoil but it wouldn’t compare to what my husband would feel like if he knew.

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After my dad passed away me and my mother took a trip back to Ohio so I could drop her off at her sister’s house.. I got to saint louis missouri and we couldn’t find a hotel to say at so I pull over in a rest area and parked in the back. We both got in the back of the van and fell asleep. I woke up wet so I opened up the back of the van and took all my clothes off. I woke up my mother and she did the same. She laid back down and I got in behind her and I got a hard on. My mother put her hand back behind her and knew I had one. I started playing with her t*** and then her c***. She said I don’t think we should be doing this
I told her that both of us needed this. She rolled over on her back and I got on top of her and she put me inside her. I started off slow and then fast. I could tell she was c******. Then again and then again. That’s when I put myself really deep inside her and came. It felt so good c****** inside her. We talked about it the rest of the way and said that we should do it more when she comes back home. And then she tells me that dad and her knew about the guy up the street making movies with me and his daughter. I didn’t think any one knew about that. There was even times that me and him had s**. I would s*** him off and he did the same to me. Mostly it was me and his daughter having s**. Mom said that her and dad would watch us. They were looking thru holes in the wall and after he was done mom and dad had s** with the wife and him. Mom said that she has all the tapes. I said even the ones that me and him having s**
She said yes and the ones of you and he’s wife. She said that dad help him sell a lot of them to people. Mom said she had copies of all of them. She would show me were they are when she comes home. I played a couple of them and she had all of them. Even ones with mom and dad having s** with them. Mom asked me if I enjoyed being with him. I told her yes I did. It was fun sucking him off and him c****** I’m my mouth. He did c** a lot. They moved away and mom and dad never saw them again.

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