During my early teenage.I was desperate to have a boyfriend.I seemed having a boyfriend will give me the proof the am pretty.People will call me pretty

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During my early teenage.I was desperate to have a boyfriend.I seemed having a boyfriend will give me the proof the am pretty.People will call me pretty but to have a boyfriend I wasn’t pretty enough.Then I got a boyfriend,the feeling was raw and awesome then I realised boys just want s** and wants to touch girls that’s it.But their was one guy he was truly a good guy but he wasn’t pretty not handsome,I didn’t like him but he took my virginity,he was the best s** partner I ever had but I left him because he was too possessive and I didn’t even love him.After him I had 2 s***** encounter and now my husband but I don’t know why I got get excited to have s** with him.Like I would rather fantasize in my dream than to have s** with my husband.I JUST don’t feel it because their has been many things that has revolved around our life which has led to our relationship somehow toxic.I really don’t care about him neither does he.Emotionally and s******* we are separated.

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I slipped and fell into a pond at the park and hit my head on a rock and was knocked out. A man was walking by and jumped in and pulled me out. He ‘saved my life’ before I drowned.

I am not free. I belong to him now. He is very possessive of me and he keeps me on a short leash. I don’t want to marry him, and I don’t want to have his kids. While I was in the hospital he pulled my sheets back and looked under my gown. That’s what he wants. He wants it really bad. I can’t count the number of times he has put his finger there, because he can.

He has given me until I finish with my degree next year and then I have to start having kids. He wants at least four.

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So I transitioned from a Little Girl to a Woman underneath my mid teen brother while our parents were out at a wedding.
He and I physically engaged with each other about five times during just a bit over a year. We had one close call with getting caught but our parents never found out how active we were. We are both married & neither of our spouses know anything about our history and I intend to keep it that was. He and I never bring it up but I just know that he remembers it as much as I do. So we got away with it.