Everyone Thinks I am straight, even my current gf, truth is Ive been fantasing about men and c**** my whole post school life.
Ive had men hit on me over the years and was too nervous or unsure to follow through most of the time but did let one guy jerk blow and let me do the same to him over the course of a few months one summer.
I finally meet an older guy I was into, he is tall, slim and very s*** old school manly with a hairy chest and a huge willy that caught my attention when he sent me c*** shots one day, boy he had quite a bulge which I eventually got to see close up and personal one day.
It was so hot kissing a man for the first time, I got to see what a woman feels like touching and exploring a mans body while he grinded and moaned in my mouth. I sucked his balls chewed on his a** cheeks and kissed and expored his body savoring every second in my mind.
I dont regret finally realizing I might really be gay after all these years but will miss a soft warm womans body no doubt, but inside I really cant wait for the next man to interest me and maybe date a bit, and all that comes with dating, mmmnn a man to myself will be sweet…
I have no reason to be nervous any more and for that I am thankful, I can do what makes me happy no regrets or fear.
