I had s** on Saturday for the first time and it was awful. The girl was 200+ Ibs and I just went with it because I thought it would be okay at least. I started by kissing her t***, then I worked my way to her v*****. I ate her out and it tasted salty, like sweat and just made me want to vomit. I just kept going hoping she would enjoy… I fucked her for 1.5 hours and she made me stop bc her friend called. She kicked me out without me c******. I still feel bad and worthless even though I’m an attractive/decent person.
