a month ago my long time best friend and i got really drunk. (she’s a girl and i’m a girl) we both like boys but last night we started making out. we didn’t really think anything of it because we’ve known eachother for so long. then she said we should go to bed. so i was like yeah i’m tired. then in bed we started making out and she put her hand down my pants. then she said i should finger her and then i did. but then she said “go down on me” and she is very persuasive so i did. she was talking like a pornstar saying things like “yes baby” or “lick my c***” i felt uncomfortable but didn’t speak up. and then after that i left the room.
the day after, she messaged me and asked if we made out and i said yes but both of us didn’t continue the conversation because it was awkward.
i like boys. definitely. but it’s so weird to be around her. i saw her once after that and i don’t want to see her again.
