I threatened an elderly neighbor with a fake (although very realtisitc looking) replica submachine rifle. She deserved it though, for multiple reasons. She called the police on me. A******.
Anyhow, they came to my door, I was naked under a towel. He yelled at me to show him my hands. Its hard keeping your breasts from being exposed, and having a gun less than 2 feet from your chest (a real one). Someome told me he should have shot and killed me.
Now, I wonder what it would have been like? If he pulled the trigger, the bullet would have went right through the blue towel, to the side of my left b***. It would have went right through my heart. It probably would have lodged there (most people say I have a big heart). I would have fallen backwards onto the floor, blood gushing out of my mouth. People would have tried to save me and begged me to stay with them. I would have held out my hand for someone to hol until I lost conciousness and never woke up again.
Death would have been better for me that day, like that person said to me. It would have spared me nightmares every night, the pain of a criminal court case, and my elderly mom would have been rich from suing the police for wrongful death.