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I threatened an elderly neighbor with a fake (although very realtisitc looking) replica submachine rifle. She deserved it though, for multiple reasons. She called the police on me. A******.
Anyhow, they came to my door, I was naked under a towel. He yelled at me to show him my hands. Its hard keeping your breasts from being exposed, and having a gun less than 2 feet from your chest (a real one). Someome told me he should have shot and killed me.
Now, I wonder what it would have been like? If he pulled the trigger, the bullet would have went right through the blue towel, to the side of my left b***. It would have went right through my heart. It probably would have lodged there (most people say I have a big heart). I would have fallen backwards onto the floor, blood gushing out of my mouth. People would have tried to save me and begged me to stay with them. I would have held out my hand for someone to hol until I lost conciousness and never woke up again.
Death would have been better for me that day, like that person said to me. It would have spared me nightmares every night, the pain of a criminal court case, and my elderly mom would have been rich from suing the police for wrongful death.

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When I was younger, about 16, I was insatiable and as a result of having my first anonymous hookup with another kid that was 16 (off omegle of all things) I sought to have more.
In this effort I downloaded Grindr and lied about being 18, eventually finding someone who hosted an anon darkroom not even 5 minutes away and who was more than happy leaving their door unlocked and a** ready. After I was invited over and tentatively entered their place I immediately set about u*********, going to nothing in a minute and slowly started up the steps to his room. Once in his room I was approached in the dark by him – a 30-something yr old man who was equally as naked but twice my size – and he reached down and started to blow me once he settled on his knees. Within minutes once I was sufficiently erect I prodded him onto the bed and had him bend over, eventually sliding in without any additional lubrication and begun to – at the age of 16 – f*** this older mans a**. I went for about 20 minutes by my estimation and slowly over the course of the f****** went from doggy, to sideways to having him lie fully down whilst I went to town on him.
Eventually I finished in him and got up and left. Once home I gushed to him about how much fun it was and how I appreciated him taking a chance with me, with some more conversation eventually leading to my age being revealed and – to my own surprise – him revealing that he’d prefer it if we kept going in spite of it. I’d meet him continuously, probably once to 3 times a month or even multiple times in the same week until I moved away at 18. I never saw his face but I remember being inside him so vividly.