I’m 14 years old and a freshman in high school. My Mom has not let me date except for going to eight grade dance with a friend last year. I’m very petite with strawberry blonde hair which has gotten me attention since starting school this year. A few weeks ago this reaaly good looking senior guy who is on the basketball team ask me for a date. I knew my Mom wouldn’t let me with him beiing so much older. I really wanted to go out with him so I stayed with one of my friends on a Saturday night and slipped out with him. We went out to eat then to a movie. After the movie we ended up parking where local kids hang out. It was exciting so when he unbuttoed my blouse I didn’t say anything. I don’t have much but while we were kissing he played with what little I have. THey next thing I knew I felt his other hand going up my skirt. Before I could say anything he rubbed me on the outside of my p******. I told him he shouldn’t be doing that but he ran his hand inside putting a finger in me. I told him we couldn’t do anything but the more he did the more I wanted to do. He eased me down in the seat got got himslf out then started in me. I was embarrassed I had let him go that far so I just ask if he wasn’t going to use a “thingy”. He laughed asking ifI wouldm’t enjoy it more without one. I didn’t say anything because it was reaaly good then after a few minutes he wanted to know if I was ready. I said, “for what?’ then he Said “this!”. My whole body shook as he shot up in me. Once I caught my breath all i could say was’Oh my God”. Then he wanted to know if I always reacted like that. When I told him it was my first time he was surprised. He said since I just let him do everything he figured I had done it before so when I didn’t insist on a “thingy” I knew what I was doing. Reality hit me when he said he hoped I didn’t get pregnant since I had wanted it so bad. Now I’m scared and have another week to see if I get my period.

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