I feel like damaged goods because I was in foster care for 3 years as a child. I feel like I can't form attachments to other people or love them because

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I feel like damaged goods because I was in foster care for 3 years as a child. I feel like I can’t form attachments to other people or love them because I’ll always be afraid to lose them. Deep down, I want to love others and get married, but being in foster care is really holding me back. I do not even want to have s** and I’ve never had it yet (at 29). I satisfy my own s***** desires. But how can I get over the feeling of not being worthy of love because I was in foster care?

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I f****** hate seeing other peoples art. It brings me so much envy and spite that I can’t be as good. I’ve been drawing for years and nothing clicks for me. I just want to be enough

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So I transitioned from a Little Girl to a Woman underneath my mid teen brother while our parents were out at a wedding.
He and I physically engaged with each other about five times during just a bit over a year. We had one close call with getting caught but our parents never found out how active we were. We are both married & neither of our spouses know anything about our history and I intend to keep it that was. He and I never bring it up but I just know that he remembers it as much as I do. So we got away with it.