I feel so sad. Ever since I alledgedly threatened my neighbor with a replica gun two months ago, I feel like an outcast.
I just completed cancer care and only my oncologist was there to celebrate with me. He even looked depressed when I asked him where my oncology nurse was, as I had wanted to give her her card and gift personally. He couldn’t look at me as he looked at her card.
Thankfully, he was there to hug me, hold my hand, and rub my back when we hugged. We did have a nice time together, just me and him.
No one seems to want to be around me or know me since the “gun” incident.
