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I liked this girl for 4 years the third year I liked this girl she got a boyfriend and I wanted to get over her and I did,but there was a part of me that still wanted to be will her.I just ignored it and wanted it off my mind.The start of the next year of school they broke up.I was surprised by it but I heard why she did it.It was because she didn’t want that responsibility,but they have been off and on for the 1 month that 1 month they have been off and on that is where I met this girl in October I was interested in her and she was too, miraculously.The bad thing was that she was going to highschool next year because she was 2 years older than me (I am in Canada and middle school is k-9).So two months after that we were still interested in each other it was a music concert at school and I was a band kid so I was performing (wont go into detail at what happened on the music concert),but a 1-2 hours before we were performing the girl I used to liked (who was on about dating her boyfriend) thought that I liked her she thought because the room had dim lighting and scientists said if the person eyes are dialating (if the pupils are big) while they look at you that means they like you but she didn’t know that the lighting changes the results of the eye because the eyes let in more light in the eyes if the lighting is dimmer than usual or off and vice versa.The accounter that I had 1-2 hours before performing I liked 2 girls at the same girl and I didn’t know which girl I like more here is my delllemia.The girl I used to like who I like now likes me back and is still with her boyfriend and the guy she is dating is my best friend.The other girl I like is leaving when I go to grade 8.What do I do God and people?

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When I was younger, about 16, I was insatiable and as a result of having my first anonymous hookup with another kid that was 16 (off omegle of all things) I sought to have more.
In this effort I downloaded Grindr and lied about being 18, eventually finding someone who hosted an anon darkroom not even 5 minutes away and who was more than happy leaving their door unlocked and a** ready. After I was invited over and tentatively entered their place I immediately set about u*********, going to nothing in a minute and slowly started up the steps to his room. Once in his room I was approached in the dark by him – a 30-something yr old man who was equally as naked but twice my size – and he reached down and started to blow me once he settled on his knees. Within minutes once I was sufficiently erect I prodded him onto the bed and had him bend over, eventually sliding in without any additional lubrication and begun to – at the age of 16 – f*** this older mans a**. I went for about 20 minutes by my estimation and slowly over the course of the f****** went from doggy, to sideways to having him lie fully down whilst I went to town on him.
Eventually I finished in him and got up and left. Once home I gushed to him about how much fun it was and how I appreciated him taking a chance with me, with some more conversation eventually leading to my age being revealed and – to my own surprise – him revealing that he’d prefer it if we kept going in spite of it. I’d meet him continuously, probably once to 3 times a month or even multiple times in the same week until I moved away at 18. I never saw his face but I remember being inside him so vividly.