I'm in college now. I rub a little mint on my clitoris to make it tingle before I masturbate. It started when I was little and my mother caught me rubbing

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I’m in college now. I rub a little mint on my c******* to make it tingle before I m*********.

It started when I was little and my mother caught me rubbing myself. She pinned me down and rubbed Absorbine jr liniment on my c******* to punish me. It burned and burned.

From time to time she would grab me and drag me off to my bedroom to be punished for no reason. She would tie my hands behind my back, take my p****** down and tie my ankles to the bed posts. Then she would rub my c******* with liniments like BenGay, Icy Hot, or some hot pepper oil from the kitchen. She would look on and smile as I screamed and begged.

I was very careful to avoid m*********** but I was punished just for her evil pleasure. She also figged me, by putting a piece of peeled ginger root up my r***** and in my v*****.

I finally got away from her after my father and her divorced and I went to live with him.

I guess I never really got away from her because when I m********* I don’t get any pleasure unless I use a stimulant. When I just need a little I use a mint cream or oil. Sometimes I need more to o***** and so I rub Icy Hot on my c*******. I know that I am punishing myself but that’s what it takes to reach o*****. I have even figged myself.

It would be nice to find a boyfriend here at college who would tie me down and do it to me. It will be hard to explain to him that is what I need. In the meantime I use the mint and if that doesn’t do it, then I resort to the Icy Hot or BenGay. It’s just more difficult not being tied down.

So what do you think? Am I nuts? Will I find a lover who understands?

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I went to a family BBQ this weekend at my Aunts farm. I was fascinated with all the animals. They had a pool and most of us just walked around in bikini tops and shorts. Mine were kind of short, but I liked the look and feel.

I was walking around the barn area to see the horses. My Uncle was feeding them and asked me to help and clean out a stall. I was happy to help, the horses were out of that particular stall. My Uncle entered and closed the door. I was cleaning up and bent over to scoop the stuff into a dust pan and into the can.

I felt my Uncles hands on my b***. He was telling me what a pretty girl I was, and how nice my b*** looked in these shorts. I said thank you and he pulled me closer, I was still bent over, and I could feel his hardness. He told me, he wanted to see me without my shorts on, and he quickly pulled them down before I could stop him. I was not wearing any underwear, and was fully exposed bare b***.

He moved me against the wall, my hands on the wall still bent over with him behind me. He already had undid his jeans and they were down around his ankles. I knew what was coming next. He pushed hard against me. My body betrayed me and I was already wet… he easily slid inside of me. I let out a cry, and he started pumping away. He was so much bigger than any of the boys I had dated.

I was so wet and he was so big, I did not complain, and let him do what he wanted. He was thrusting so hard and deep, I could feel his B@lls slapping against me with every thrust. I had multiple org@sms, my legs were shaking and my body was flush… then I felt him org@sm inside of me, it seemed to not stop and I could feel each spurt inside of me shooting against my insides. It was running out of me and down my legs as he continued his thrusting until he was finished.

He pulled out of me and left me there, legs spread and leaning against the wall soaked in wetness. I cleaned up and went back to the party. Still flush from the F#cking in the stall, people commented that I must have got some sun as the color looked good on me.

I saw my Uncle later, he never said a word, he just smiled and winked at me…