I’m a 14 m and have known I was gay for several years. I live in a rural area of the south tho so my options pretty limited. Real limited. Like i’ve only talked to one other dude who was anywhere near enough to actually do anything except talk. and he’s a lot older than me. we’ve sneaked around to meet now and then for a long time and mostly played in his truck. i’ll sneak out of the house and he’ll pick me up at the end of our driveway – we live out in the boonies. sometimes we will drive around and maybe go to a nearby town and get a burger but mostly we go find a logging road to mess around. it’s been kinda one sided because i’m so nervous. it started mostly with him jacking me off, but eventaully he started suckin me. now i’m pretty comfortable getting naked and letting him do more – s*** on my nips and s*** my c***…he’s started sucking my nuts lately which drives me gonzo. I have jacked him off many times but i haven’t s*** him yet. He’s a lot bigger than me. i know he is wanting to f*** but i don’t know. I do love how he runs his finger around my hole when he is going to town on my c*** tho. i’m afraid if i don’t let him soon tho he will move on and find someone else to meet with. there is no one else here for me tho.
