ADVICE, PLEASE! I just moved next door to a sex offender two months ago. If I would have known he owned the townhome next to mine and lives alone, I would

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ADVICE, PLEASE!

I just moved next door to a s** offender two months ago. If I would have known he owned the townhome next to mine and lives alone, I would never have bought the place. I am a single woman in her mid-30s. One day, I saw him sitting on his porch while these teens were standing in front of his house, calling him names too dirty to mention on here, and yelling at him, “Are you going to come down here and r*** us, too?” This guy was convicted of molesting his teenage daughter’s friend 3 years prior (when he was 39). One of these teens then threw a rock right into his face and he busted open bleeding.
I had had enough. I chased these teens away and went into his home to help clean up his wound. I asked him how he could just sit back and take that verbal abuse; he said he was used to it and it wasn’t going to get any better. He said he refused to call the police because those young kids do not deserve a criminal record or the trauma of being arrested…he told me they needed lessons in kindness. He lives alone, his wife and kids left him and want no contact.

As I was wiping his face, he burst into tears. Tears were pouring down his cheeks. I grabbed him into a hug on that sofa and he cried and cried for at least an hour while I just held him and rubbed his back. He told me afterwards that he had just let out three years of pain that was building up in his heart and he was so thankful I was there. He made me a homemade delicious dinner after which, I left. He asked me if I want him to ever cook for me again, he would. We both smiled at each other and I said I would think about it.

Did I actually just flirt with a s** offender? He’s supposed to be the scum of the Earth as I was taught. Yet, I loved his company over dinner. Am I a bad person for maybe wanting to take the opportunity to get to know him better? I’m so conflicted right now. What if I give him a chance and he is my Mr. Right? I’d love to have another dinner with him. I want to feel his muscular body squeezing mine in a hug again. Waht do I do, people??

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When I was younger, about 16, I was insatiable and as a result of having my first anonymous hookup with another kid that was 16 (off omegle of all things) I sought to have more.
In this effort I downloaded Grindr and lied about being 18, eventually finding someone who hosted an anon darkroom not even 5 minutes away and who was more than happy leaving their door unlocked and a** ready. After I was invited over and tentatively entered their place I immediately set about u*********, going to nothing in a minute and slowly started up the steps to his room. Once in his room I was approached in the dark by him – a 30-something yr old man who was equally as naked but twice my size – and he reached down and started to blow me once he settled on his knees. Within minutes once I was sufficiently erect I prodded him onto the bed and had him bend over, eventually sliding in without any additional lubrication and begun to – at the age of 16 – f*** this older mans a**. I went for about 20 minutes by my estimation and slowly over the course of the f****** went from doggy, to sideways to having him lie fully down whilst I went to town on him.
Eventually I finished in him and got up and left. Once home I gushed to him about how much fun it was and how I appreciated him taking a chance with me, with some more conversation eventually leading to my age being revealed and – to my own surprise – him revealing that he’d prefer it if we kept going in spite of it. I’d meet him continuously, probably once to 3 times a month or even multiple times in the same week until I moved away at 18. I never saw his face but I remember being inside him so vividly.