Okay so I just turned 13 I’m a white female and this is my first experience but I also have so much guilt, my best friend and her boyfriend broke up and her boyfriend I’ve liked for the longest time and a lot of girls in are friend group had dated him at one point and he’s been texting telling me he loves me and all this s*** so he took my for a walk during our lunch break and he told me that we should have s** just after he kissed me grabbed my a** and told me he loved me so without thinking I said yes we fucked in a camp ground on a picnic table like WTF and I’m not allowed to tell ANYONE and after I got back to school my best friend of 4 years told me she was going to get him back! Later that night he told me that we should date other people but keep doing this😓