I’ve never done something like this before—i’m virgin as could be, and i thought i mostly just liked girls (i’m a girl myself). But today i got a guy to c** TWICE just by texting him. No nudes or anything, he just told me he was hard, and i took over the conversation. I only used my words… It made me feel so *powerful*. So good to know that i could make a guy feel that way. And he was telling me what he was doing on his side of things and it was so hot…

I guess i’m more bi than i thought? I want to do it more often, but really i think i’ve just been isolated and lonely lately, and this is just a good way to make me feel desirable… i should probably try to talk to my friends more and feel less isolated, shouldn’t I? It made me feel so h**** talking to someone who i knew was getting pleasure simply from talking to me… i’m of legal age but while it feels so f****** good and so f****** right to have this power, i feel like it goes against what i want from life. I donno if i should keep doing it or not.