I just found out that I’m pregnant. I was being raped by my step dad almost daily. he didn’t care that I was a virgin or that my mum was in the same house he just does what he wants whenever he wants it. my mom doesn’t know about this she thinks he is “the best guy ever” they have been married since 2011. I have a 4 years old sister and just thinking that I’m pregnant with his child makes me want to kill myself. I don’t know what to do and I’m so lost. I’m only 16 and this r*** thing has been going on for couple of months and I don’t think I can handle it anymore. last time he said he wants to try “doing my a**” I feel so disgusted and ashamed. I hate myself and my body. he used me and forced me into doing things for his pleasure and even took photos of me to blackmail me if I ever told my mum he’ll post them
please help me