acpuple months ago,just a few days after breaking up with a mentally abusive guy where he would basically yell at me for every little thing. I was really hurting so i broke it to him softly..after that he freaked out and lashed out at me again..I was already hurting so i was talking to my best friend about coming over. We live in different towns and i cam only go places by walking so i risked it at night, I ended up staying the night at his place the second day and by the third night we ended up taking eachothers virginities. We didnt use a condom and he came inside of me. Now i think im pregnant because my period hasnt happened. Im really worried about it and am not ready for having a child and dont want children as a young woman. I havent told my family about it cuz then they’d try killing him or hurting us or making me do things that i cant handle doing.Im honestly really scared and i dont even love my best friend like that i just have this lust for him which makes me feel bad because hes in love with me…and I’m in a relationship with someone else and idk when i should tell him about the no condom situation.