I had my first gay experience last night. I’d been thinking about it since I was in high school. Anyway, I thought it would hurt more and I was surprised that he had to prep me with an enema. I thought it’d be wham, bam, done! but he took his time and I ended up loving being on the receiving end. He wants to see me again. I’m not sure if I’m all gay or bisexual or just curious, and I don’t want to lead him on, but I really want him to do me again. Is that selfish or wrong to just want that for now?
