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I got drunk for the first time last night, and I am 14. I was super drunk, I did like 6 shots and a beer. In the moment it was really fun, I was with my best friend and we were listening to music and talking. After a while we decided to go outside (for some reason) and we went to the park. I just laid in the wood chips and puked. I woke up at about 3 am last night, and puked like 6 times. Right now I just feel really bad about what I did, and if I could I would take it back. I just lost control of myself, and it was scary. I blacked out, and apparently I fell into the pond near his house, and I did not even realize until he told me.
I feel like I have to tell my parents about it, but I am afraid. I also don’t want to get my friend in trouble, because our parents know each other. I just don’t know what to do right now, and I feel really guilty about it. I don’t ever want to drink that much alcohol again.
Should I just take this as a learning experience and not do it again?, and if so should I feel guilty about it?. Also should I tell my parents?, because we never talk about drugs or alcohol, and I don’t know how they will react.

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