I broke up with my first girlfriend today. I was feeling very depressed and empty and I wasnt thinking right. I felt so numb doing it. Telling her I dont deserve her, lets break up. It was like my head was clouded and I couldnt stop myself. We break up, and I continue feeling numb and empty.
An hour later my head clears and the realization of what I’ve done sinks in hard. I regret it so much. I dont know what to do. How to get her back. I dont know if I even can get her back. I’m scared. I feel like such an idiot.
