First time trying to have a relationship. He is nice, hardworking, has a steady job, loves his family. But seems needy and wants to send messages every day. I feel like it’s getting too much, and I dread his messages. I long for those days when I had no one to send messages to. I was always a lonely person, and now, it seems like I cannot have emotions towards this guy. Doesn’t help that he seems like my father: overly religious, old fashioned. Plus he’s not cute and he’s short. I’m not a looker either, and I know I have no good chances with even moderately good looking guys, so I should be grateful someone looked at me and liked what he saw. But I don’t feel any attraction whatsoever to him, and am actually repulsed when thinking of kissing him (we haven’t got to that stage yet). Sometimes I feel like I am a robot – no feelings or empathy, no attachments. I had resigned to living on my own before I met him, and to be honest I wish that more after I met him. But again, I don’t feel like telling him now to stop, as he seems like a lonely guy, and has no friends. I don’t know what to do.
