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The moment I knew I was truly in love with him… it had been 2 days since our first kiss (which took 6 months to happen). 2 days since I had seen him. And he drove half an hour to my house so he could see me for 5 minutes to show me the work he did on his little old Honda. He didn’t have the time. But he wanted to show me the work he’d done all by himself. He was so excited to show me. I sat across from him on that late summer night, looking at the light shining in his eyes despite the darkness of the night. And he looked up at me from across the car, and his face was so sweet. I had never seen such joy on someone’s face… and it was as he looked into my eyes. And he stepped around the car and put his arms securely around me. We hugged, but it felt different from all the hugs before that night. It was a short few minutes, then he had to leave. But that night, I couldn’t fall asleep for the longest time. I smelled the lingering scent of his cologne on my shirt, which I ended up wearing to bed. I kept reliving those few minutes. Thinking about the look on his face as he looked at me. And I realized then that what I felt for him was much more than just a big crush. I’d never felt this before. I was completely, unmistakably, shamelessly, and happily in love with him.

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My art therapist/group therapist and I were having an illegal affair. I would write secret messages to her and she would read them and respond to them in person. She would do favors i asked of her, like wearing outfits i asked her to wear, she’d even do me s***** favors. I made her a google drive full of p*** of me and then crafted a puzzle link to get to it that only she could have known. The link was a tinyurl with three phrases in the url that only she could have known. We would walk for an hour every day and swing at the park. I would write her poetry and play love songs for her every day. She broke the rules to play mario kart with me constantly when her boss was out. We had something magical. But she would never communicate directly with me because sge was afraid she’d lose her liscence to practice and her boyfriend and house, abd when I pushed her to unmask and be real, she told me I was wasting my time. Well that pissed me off and I crashed out a little abd she used that crash out to get me kicked out of my group therapy program. She wants out and I told her she’s not allowed to want out. I told her If she doesn’t reach out to me and continue this affair, that i will report her and get her liscence taken away and if that doesn’t work ill find some other way to ruin her life. You dont go from gooning in the bathroom at work to someone to throwing them away in the same week. Thats fucked. I’ll post her name here soon if she stays quiet and doesn’t reach out to me.

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