I’m a 23 years old straight guy I’ve had a girlfriend for 3 years however since High School .. I’ve watched a lot of gay p*** and m*********** on them with thoughts of having s** with a man as well. Even though me and my girl have s** a lot of time .. I still have the idea of sucking a d*** and a man f****** my a** … I’ve also went to some massage spa where the masseurs are men .. but they were all clean massage but there are instances where their hands almost reach my d*** and that gives me b**** .. Imagine I’m being massage by a man naked .. with only a towel covering my genital .. years passed and my curiosity grew bigger and bigger and not until last week when I decided to meet up with a guy whom I have been chatting for a year now actually we’ve had several video calls m*********** .. going forward we went to a motel and we did it finally .. he sucked my d*** and my balls, I came in his mouth twice and I even sucked his d*** .. it doesn’t taste good as well as the look of it in personal .. it is also tiring to m********* another man .. it is easier to do f******** to a woman .. the bottom line is .. I’m not sure if I liked it or not .. I get aroused by the idea of sucking a d*** or watching gay p*** .. but I don’t think that I’ll be doing it for several more times .. it’s better to m********* alone and the weird thing here is that during the action my mind is with my ex girlfriend and that still puzzles me .. Well what can I say .. I’m a straight guy who’se curiousity is definitely wild … but I know soon change will come .. but that is after I c** ? I love having s** with a girl more than with a man haha ? but I adore both man and woman’s body and there are different feels for these two ? I hope I’ll find a girl that can accept my past and everything I did … and still loves me hehe after I’ve confessed to her ?