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Today I went to this guys house for the first time, we hooking up at a party once and have been on a few ‘dates’ since, but I didn’t think it was that serious (we’d only made out multiple times). Also I should add we’re both pretty unexperienced (I’ve done oral before but he hasn’t done anything but make-out). Anyways yesterday evening he texted me asking me if I wanted to f*** the next day, and I was so shocked and confused and said no and we should we should wait but that I was down for other s***. However, when I got there and we started making out and we started doing oral (mostly me going down on him cus he had no idea what the f*** he was doing!!), but after it was going for a while he flipped me over and asked again if I wanted to f***. I’m the kind of person who hates confrontation and doesn’t have the balls to say no so I agreed (not the first time a guy ‘pressured’ me to do stuff) even though it was unprotected (ik i’m f****** dumb). The actual s** wasn’t that bad it hurt in the begging but then just felt weird as it hit my walls, but I wasn’t even close to c******. I feel like I was ready but I didn’t like the situation especially for my first time. And now I regret it so much because I feel like he only did it cus he was h**** and he’ll just tell all his friends that I’m easy and I’ll get hella judged. Also, I don’t want to tell my friends because all except for one are virgins and they would for sure get pissed cus I’ve only had a ‘thing’ with this guy for like 2 months on and off and also he’s known or being a fuckboy and they’ll think I made a huge mistake (maybe I did but I don’t need people telling me) UGHHHH anyways ya thats pretty much it (OH btw I’m 15 and he’s 16).

New Confession

I started exp.osing myself in grade school. The girls were shocked and ran. In most cases they couldn’t see who I was because I covered my face.

Then in high school I ra.ped a girl. I ti e d her to a picnic table and spread her wide open. I examined her holes and then ra.ped her while she screamed and begged. It was a fantastic orga.sm. I kept her pa.nties as a souvenir. I released her and she must not have reported it because I never got in trouble. Too humiliating for her.

In college I ra.ped two more girls. I ra.ped one in the parking lot by dragging her into the nearby woods. I kept her pa.nties too.

Then there was this other girl who was always going around campus telling the male students to not ra.pe anyone. She promoted the idea that there was a ra.pe crisis. I think she just needed some co.ck so one weekend I took her and I ra.ped her repeatedly all weekend long, over and over.

Up her pu.ssy many times and up her a s s too. She was furious, she screamed and raged but eventually she broke and begged and pleaded. Funny thing was that she clim.axed several times while I ra.ped her. I also rubbed her cli.t with my finger and she clim.axed for that too. Her cl.it swelled and got really hard when I rubbed it, she started rocking and begging, “no, no, please no”. She kept rocking back and forth and then she couldn’t hold back anymore and she clim.axed, shivered, shook, moaned and moaned.

I asked her how it was to be the big ra.pe fear spreader on campus and then to get ra.ped She begged me to not tell anyone. I knew then she wasn’t going to report it. After that she no longer spread fear or talked about the male students being ra.pists. I bet she mast.urbates regularly while remembering being ra.ped and it’s probably the best or.gasms she ever has.

Funny thing is I’m dating a girl now who says that ra.pists should be cas.trated, emas.culated, de-balled. She doesn’t know that I am a ra.pist. She doesn’t know my history. I tried to persuade her against cas.tration but she says that ra.pe is so humiliating, it breaks the girl mentally and impacts her for life so the ra.pist should be neutered. She says so “his gun doesn’t have any more bullets”. She means his co.ck can’t shoot a load. It really irritates me to hear her talk that way. I’ve been treating her rougher in bed and I’m just going to drag her into the bedroom, strip her na.ked and ra.pe her. I think that’s what she needs. It’s what they all need and want.

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