I am a simple college girl then who wish to have a boyfriend (for the first time). And so He granted my wish and gave me 2 persons to choose from. One is my classmate who has a great sense of humor and makes me smile always (let me call him Khambz), the other one is someone I met thru sms (under the name of BJ). BJ is somehow cute, smart and he calls whenever he has time, I am always excited when my phone is ringing under his name. And the time comes when I have to decide which is which, I chose BJ coz I thought I will be happy and feel complete with him. But that was just at the beginning, on the following weeks with BJ I feel so incomplete and longing for Khambz. And that is when I realized that it is he who I really loved but it was too late. I have a boyfriend and must be loyal to him and that I should love him the way I thought I did. BJ and I didn’t last long because he fell in love with my best friend (this is another story), anyway, after BJ and I broke up, I thought me and Khambz could start the way we should have started. But we didn’t, and that’s the saddest part. Khambz grew tired of me and loved another woman. Until now they are still together and I am alone. This is the lesson I learned then, to make decisions fully, rightly and justlty. For now I just prayed that He has better plans for me for what had happened. I don’t have any regrets, I just considered it as my experience for the better life.