I wish I had a brother or a cousin, so I could “play” with him. I think I’d consider being intimate with a half-brother if I had one.
Storytime: I had a crush on my Godbrother when I was younger; he’s probably the first boy I held hands with. When he asked me to attend his wedding, I refused. I simply couldn’t do it, not just because I have anxiety but also because I really liked him. But in our culture the spiritual kinship is important and a potential i********** would be considered i*****.
I don’t have a first cousin; I do have some more distant cousins, though. One of them is the first guy that showed me p**********.
27 y/o white woman from Europe
P.S. Sorry for my bad English, it isn’t my native language. And yes, I do have a partner.
