I just want to not exist. Nothing is worth it.
Im actually starving right now since I cannot afford to buy anything and I have run out of almost everything. I havent bought food for 3 weeks and I ave even come to think of eating grass to survive. I cannot even afford potatoes or milk. I want to buy one potato with the ten cents from returning a bottle but I am scared its not enough. I am having heart problems from starvation and sleeplessness, my stomach growls at night. I have nobody to turn to. I feel like either I will die or I have to kill myself. I cannot go on. I have a salary but bills and taxes are so high I become indepted and I have nothing left for food.
To meet up with my ex administrative assistant for a weekend of fun a debauchery. She is smoking hot and you could cut the s***** tension with a knife. We are both happily married.
