i just really wanna say this somewhere so
i thought i was asexual for YEARS, like i liked to read or look at n*** sometimes but the idea of actually doing it myself was absolutely repulsive. but. i think ive come to a realization. i f****** love submissive men OH MY GOOOD YEAAHHHHHHH i mean i still hate the idea of someone inserting their s***** organ in me but if some pretty dude wanted me to f*** him to oblivion with a strap i think i would do it fr i dont even want any pleasure for myself i just want to absolutely wreck some t****
so anyway maybe im still sort of asexual in some weird way since i still dont really want anything for myself but damn i love men
if anyone i knew found out im into that tho i think id kill myself LMAO