I’m turning 56 this year, I’m a married mother of two, and I am so very blessed, career is fulfilling, family is well, health and fitness is great, life is good. So why can’t I stop fantasizing about throwing it all away and doing a p**** shoot. Just one. I fantasize about giving a black man oral s**, every single day. I don’t know why, but I can’t stop thinking about it wrecking everything and just pleasing a b******** hunk for everyone to watch!!!!!