I really want to murder someone. I want to feel the rush of adrenaline as I see their final moments, the sheer powerlessness in their actions as I finally put an end to their life. I want there to be blood. I want their blood on my hands. I want to see their reaction when I rip their chest open with a kitchen knife. That’s all I want. No one in particular, I just want the feeling of doing it. Sure, it will probably be very gorey. I’m not a big fan of real life gore. Still, that doesn’t stop me. I just want the feeling of having complete control over someones life, and purposefully choosing to destroy everything that they’ve ever loved and worked for. It’s genuinely so overwhelming at times.