You wished you could have been f****** me in school and idk why you had such a b**** for me but everyone with intelligence could see that you were coping from something. Maybe you were abused and wanted to release some anger, but you chose a straight boy to try and r*** your anger into, and it didn’t work too well so you took your gf to a party and I was there with my gf and you kept telling everyone it was a cover up, to hide that I’m gay but then you saw me drunk and having fun with her and waited til I was p****** behind the house and when the other guys walked back inside, you took it as a chance to f*** me and you walked up behind me and pushed me down saying I was a f***** and was gonna get my a** beat for trying you on some gay s*** when in fact you were imagining some b******* reality where anyone would want such trash with anger issues and a weird r*** fetish for boys. You pulled my pants down and told me you were going to r*** me and teach me a lesson. I knew that it was a lesson for you to understand your s********, and when you punched me, pushed my face to the ground and put your hand under my stomach and held my a** in the air and started to spit in your hand your gf walked up looking for you and she caught you trying to r*** me. And then you said you didn’t know what you were doing and you were drunk and I was taking advantage of you but she saw the bruises from you hitting me and she saw you spit in your hand and put it on your d*** about o r*** me. She told everyone and you lost your football reputation, your straight s******** reputation and she told everyone you always disappeared when she wanted to have s** with you. It was funny. Then you saw me walking down the street one day and you were driving your dads truck so you pulled over down the road and waited for me to walk by you on the sidewalk and you attacked me and you threw me to the ground where I hit my head and you pulled my shorts down and actually raped me this time. You told me it was for my own good and fucked me until you came inside of me and then told me if I told anyone you would kill me. You ended up in jail and lost all credibility to your name. You lost everything because you held onto so much anger and forced it onto other people and when they didn’t react your first thought was to make them pay for not giving you attention you wanted like a child and your tantrum was r*** to make you feel superior.