I spend a large amount of my waking day fantasising about being castrated. I crave to be completely androgynous, no real definitive gender, a true e*****, I find both men and women attractive and only o***** anally, the only time I can get the pathetic tiny thing hard is to fantasise about having it cut off for a dominant master and mistress, which is the perv extreme but I would just jump at the chance to have the hideous scraps of skin at my crotch removed properly (maybe a Asian holiday in the future) and serve my owner, totally smooth subservient.