I thought I was too old to feel like this, yet here I am… I’ve become infatuated, completely, utterly, childishly infatuated with one of my coworkers. Living years with social anxiety, I gave up finding love long ago but the past 10 months being near him is forcing me to realize just how much I want and need it. I think about him all the time. Everything I do I wonder what he would think or how wonderful it would be to just run into his arms and pour my entire soul into him. We have a relatively strong connection as is but I can’t help wishing for more sometimes. I’ve always thought all my love interests were unrequited, but I often wonder if he ever feels the same. It’s silly how much I over complicate things but I could never bring myself to tell him…