I want to have s** with my doctor. He is so handsome. He is tall, with nice lips, huge balls and just a s*** white man. After a visit last December, I had to hold myself together because I was going crazy internally. I gave him a Christmas gift and then he said, I am going to have to give you a hug now. I hoped that I still smelled fresh. He hugged me. Let’s just say that I almost needed CPR. A few weeks ago while trying to pleasure myself, I had what might have been my first o*****. I would never cross the line because I work in healthcare and it’s just wrong to do so. However, I have a deep crush on him. I will find another doctor if I can have one kiss.