I am a 17 year old transguy. I am out as a guy and have my proper name on attendance and everything. I have always thought i was gay because guys are just really hot. I started a new school this year and theres a girl in my math class that challenges that mindset. Shes really cute, sets off really good vibes, i love her laugh, and shes thicc. I want to talk to her but i cant because of my social and general anxiety disorders.

I recently decided to ckme out as bisexual to a few friends that obviously accepted me and then offered some tips on how to please girls romantically (sweaters, chocolate, maxis, etc).

I have this fantasy with the girl from my math class. The two of us alone, on a hill in a town over that i used to visut as a kid. It looks over a lake, an old dying tree looming over its crest. We cuddle up as a breeze blows through, shes already in one of my sweaters. We have some random coffee drinks in between us as we gaze out over the horizon and discuss the relationship between the moon and the sun. And where the stars and planets stand in it all. I tuck her hair behind her ear as i explain that the sun views the moon as the most beautiful thing in the galaxy. She blushes, we both smile.

Then it stops. Because i have never even been on a date or had a first kiss or anything. I dont know what to do and i just wish someone could tell me.