I desperately want a paddling, preferably in a school principal’s office. I haven’t had a proper paddling since grade school. I am over forty now. I don’t really care who does it, though I would prefer a female. I love to watch videos of hot girls being paddled, and I envy both the spanker and the spankee. I would love to feel that anticipation, the pain, and the humiliation afterwards, especially if it brought me to tears. I would fantasize about it for the rest of my life. I am a weirdo.